MTLBoi
Bottom Beginner
I feel it's about time to introduce myself properly. Hey! lol.
So, to be honest this is the first time I've ever written or spoke about my sexuality. My interest in cocks was when I was young, and a cartoon had a man who was drawn with an interesting lower half and I don't know why but it resonated with me. I lean much more towards Straight when it comes to relationships. No hang ups or self-hate for being in touch with the gay side at all. As I got older in my teens and finally having a computer in my bedroom I was exposed to legit gay porn and Speedos were the main search query. It mirrors how I feel about women in lingerie. I love having to use my imagination but with men it's a step further. I don't remember how I came to find out that getting fucked could make you cum without any manipulation from stroking or anything and I had been on a hunt to achieve that up until recently.
I am closeted in a sense, however very open about my opinions of sex and sexuality. I'm in my 30's and I only started to experiment with men in the last 3 years and even though its been 3 years. the first proper fucking I ever got after practicing with dildos was recently and I posted some clips lol Thanks for cuming on the journey with me lol
I'm not sure if anyone else is like this but I'm not into dirty jocks or body odor and im not into the intimacy of kissing etc. I know it comes off cold, but I sort of always seen having sex with a man in a way that is out of necessity rather than attraction? Wanting to experience what sex offers outside of what a relationship is because it's a very fragile and personal thing that people love to destroy each other over and leads to sometimes people exiting the world prematurely because of someone elses idea of how somebody else should live. It's horrible.
But back to my kinks lol So, when I finally found good porn where bottoms cum it really fucking drove me crazy and I really wanted to experience it and, thats what I've been doing recently. it took years but as soon as I have something sliding in my ass I start to fucking leak. My newer interests recently have been the Sling and Pup Play. I love the youthfullness of Pups and of course its all about Jocks and slings and cum haha
Thats all for now!
So, to be honest this is the first time I've ever written or spoke about my sexuality. My interest in cocks was when I was young, and a cartoon had a man who was drawn with an interesting lower half and I don't know why but it resonated with me. I lean much more towards Straight when it comes to relationships. No hang ups or self-hate for being in touch with the gay side at all. As I got older in my teens and finally having a computer in my bedroom I was exposed to legit gay porn and Speedos were the main search query. It mirrors how I feel about women in lingerie. I love having to use my imagination but with men it's a step further. I don't remember how I came to find out that getting fucked could make you cum without any manipulation from stroking or anything and I had been on a hunt to achieve that up until recently.
I am closeted in a sense, however very open about my opinions of sex and sexuality. I'm in my 30's and I only started to experiment with men in the last 3 years and even though its been 3 years. the first proper fucking I ever got after practicing with dildos was recently and I posted some clips lol Thanks for cuming on the journey with me lol
I'm not sure if anyone else is like this but I'm not into dirty jocks or body odor and im not into the intimacy of kissing etc. I know it comes off cold, but I sort of always seen having sex with a man in a way that is out of necessity rather than attraction? Wanting to experience what sex offers outside of what a relationship is because it's a very fragile and personal thing that people love to destroy each other over and leads to sometimes people exiting the world prematurely because of someone elses idea of how somebody else should live. It's horrible.
But back to my kinks lol So, when I finally found good porn where bottoms cum it really fucking drove me crazy and I really wanted to experience it and, thats what I've been doing recently. it took years but as soon as I have something sliding in my ass I start to fucking leak. My newer interests recently have been the Sling and Pup Play. I love the youthfullness of Pups and of course its all about Jocks and slings and cum haha
Thats all for now!
